Monday, April 12, 2010

Hey gals.. Have i somehow hurt u guys? I am very sryyy for that.. I noe i had promised to make our r/s stay close as still. I have been doin so, maybe it is still not enuf and not seen obvious. But srsly, i think as compared to few months ago, its much more beta.. Maybe true, i lack communication with u, but i still try to stay bonded. Sometimes it is really so confusing.. I noe wad u guys are thinking, but yet i dun noe how to react. Then now, i dun noe wad u guys are thinking bout, but i feel lyk doing sth which i dun noe wad to do also.. I noe salvage.. Salvage is not a simple word.. Salvaging may seems to be very easy as long as i put in the effort.. True enuf, maybe i had not be trying hard enuf, but just take things as wad it is as long as they dun go haywire as yet.. Its not becuz i dun wan to.. Is just that, i am scared once i am very very close to ur guys, later suddenly when i changed, wrong ideas come again.. I am also scared that if i tried to do too much, things might go wrong..