Friday, April 30, 2010
Mornin went to sch, but dun noe why after duty, started to have a bad cough.. It causes my gastric to hurt and somehow it really really hurts.. Din went home as yet, cuz my mum wun allow de. I ate panadol fers and try to tolerate during the fers period.. Recess, went down to get some bite and was feelin much beta..
Thx Sheela for accompanying to the councillor room to get my bottle.
Thx Nicholas for helping miie take my bag.. ~ Inside no gold, Just silver only~
Thx Denise, Wei Yuan, Shui Yuan, Jeremy, Ariani, Eml, Mandy, Ling Yi, Xin Yi, Leon, Illya, Maria, Jia Wei, Sacha, Joel, Wai Xiong, Wei Xuan, Zhi Gang and lastly Xin Ye( Thx for all ur entertainment, encouragement, support and secure) ...
~happy birthday Ms Lee~
Friday, April 30, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
English MYE paper todae.. Paper 1 was still okay for the composition.. I rote based on the topic- ENCOURAGEMENT... Wow, such a big word isn't it??.. Hhahha.. But unfortunately, i think i will flunk my Speech riting.. They wan us to make a speech on the day of the activity itself, but i rote in a tone as if the activity will be happening some other day... Then for paper 2, Erm, passage A was alrite, just that the summary, i CMI.. There wasn't any pts i could find.. I dun understand wad to find also.. For passage B, Hahaha.. I dun noe i dun noe... Aiya, i really dun dare to imagine my results.. I not sure if i can pass, but i noe that i had flunk my Eng Paper le.. Omg...
Tmr MT paper, i must do better.. Chinese is my language, die die also must score A.. I must score A... Kay guys.. I wanna revise le, u too ppl.. Start revising now and score well huh?... All the best and Jia You.. =)
You are the one who make mie take initiative into doin all this
Yet u are the only one making things difficult for mie..
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
MYE fers paper started today.. Had SS test.. All was still okay, just that maybe my SBQ may not be done that well.. But i am sure that i will pass.. Not just pass.. I nid an A... Hhhaha.. Had meeting for sec 3 camp today.. Goin overseas, Kota Tingi.. Dun really have the mood as yet.. I dun feel lyk goin for the camp, but tinking of the committee ppl, makes mie somehow excited again.. Hmms, Nvr mind.. Thats nt the pt.. Gonna focuz on MYE now... Tmr Eng paper, All the best to ALLLLL... JIA YOUSSS....
I'm trying to do sth here, but it doesn't seems helpful and effective as yet..
I'm still gonna to try no matter wad.....
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Oh hey peekers.. Hhhaha.. Today morning went downstairs for breakfast wif parents and uncles and aunties.. Dun ask mie why they come, cos i also dun noe.. Went home alone coz they are still chatting..
11 plus, went out and revise work wif friend.. Okay, i had successfully completed revising and 96% memorised Causes Of Conflict for Northern Ireland.. Hhaha.. I feel so contented.. But still.. Long way to go aml.. Jia you..
Hope u guys enjoy these weekends... Dun forget bout revising also..
I noe u are not feelin gd now..
I am trying to make the best over heree..
Cheer up..
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Yesterday was practically homeworking mainly on maths the whole day.. Morning woke up, started both E and A.maths textbook qns..
FINISHED!!! Then, tried working out those E.maths worksheet which is very fail, but still managed to finished up most.. Then, did Eng past year compre paper..
DONE!!!
Time past very fast.. Bout 2 plus, it started to
BOOM BOOOMMM BOOOMMMM.. RAINNN!!!! It rained so heavily all the way until 4 plus 5.. Went out for A.MATHS tuition (Maths again) at 3.30 cuz nid take bus.. Uh-ohhh... Hhahhah.. Rain still sooo sooo sooo heavy.. Lighting so striking and thunder so loud, seems so chaotic =(
After tuition, meet friend and did a.maths tgt from 7 plus till 10.. Ohhh... Its seems very very exhausting.. Spent bout 2 hours doin 10 qns... Awww... Hhahha.. But managed to solve those sum was the most heart-warming thing.. I feel very contented with the correct ans after burying myself in the a.maths txbk trying to find for similar examples...
Actually yesterday wasn't really tired doin those maths.. Instead, i dun noe y i feel rather happy and satisfied..
Hhahhah.. Cya peeks then.. MYE coming le, lets all work hard.. Fers paper SS.. Quick quick study kays...
JIA YOUSSSS TO ALLLLLL... =))))
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
THATS THE WAY... GO GO GO!!!
Today was the day for mie.. At last, we finally had just smile with purpose and of eye contact... Its really so sweettttt...
Sometimes u only treasure things better once u had lose it, but if u have the will to salvage it, things will be much better as compared to the past.. Learning to let go, takes thing easily and to just be natural towards all circumtances, one will feel so relax... Both parties have nth to be kept back and it all just happened as natually as it could..
I had finally realised the importance of this.. I had finally found the best, the most important thing, stuff and ppl in my life.. I promised that i will nvr let this chance off again.. Its getting onto the path now.. I wun give up even if it takes a very long time..
Thx to those who had been with mie all these while when i felt very empty..
Sry to those who i had hurt indirectly or even directly..
Rest assure, i will do sth bout it, cuz u are the one with mie throughout those hard times where memories are still kept and carved deep in my heart...
I HAD FINALLY FOUND AND REALISED IT!!!
~ A new way of life ~
Friday, April 23, 2010
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Raindrops are fallin on my head-ad-ad... They are fallin...
Today it rained again.. Very very big.. It seems lyk it had been weeks b4 it rained, so all the droplets just dropped down all at one go..
After sch at 3, din went home.. Stayed in sch, met Joel and he accompany, then i do a.maths.. Anyway, thx Joel for the drinks, the drawing, ur sweet quotes while i do my mathssss.. Thx also for ur time although i dun noe u stayed for wad larh.. Hhahha.. 4.30 left sch with Joel, he went home and i went to Marsiling.. Was drizzling that time, but we just heck care.. (Thx Joel for ur "file shelter" although it doesn't seems to be of any help) Rain get heavier.. Joel went home, i continued walk to Adm.. Heavy rain le, but cuz holding on the dnt file and txbk, so din use umbrella.. Shirt, skirt, sock, shoe, bag, book, basically everything on miie gets wet.. Totally wet and i was drench from top to bottom... Its okay anyway.. Reached home around 5 plus, first thing went home bath.. MYE comin le, i wun allow myself to get sick... Jia You Aml =)
Mind blank with just droplets dripping~
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
It just seems that i am making myself of no value at all.. I dun have the need to follow suit in wadeva way u lyk, but yet i am doin so. I now that thats not correct, but yet i am still doin it. I noe exactly wads goin on, but u makes mie dun noe wads happening. I understand u, but yet i dun understand u at all.. Thats so contradicting...
We had drifted so far apart bcuz of this situation where all is just so ironic.. I am not scared to face u, but its just so awkward when we met. We had gt nth to say at all, not even trying to be random.. We just acted as normally as we could, and i swear its torturing.. To u or to miie, i noe it is..
MYE is near the corner.. Ppl, lets all work hard and acheive wad we wannnnnnn.... =)
GD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO ALLLLLL... :p
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
YOU ARE THE REASON WHY
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Homeworking on A.MATHS and E.MATHS this whole day.. Rushing through them but meanwhile not rushing.. Erm.. I am trying to complete them asap, but then, i am doin it slowly, cuz on the way, i am having a hard time figuring out wad are they.. Haizzz... Tons of worksheet and exercises and practise at one go.. Really can make miie stress out.. Currently only finished one e.maths past year paper and 3/4 a.maths tys.. Dying sooonnnn.. I CMI in mathssss... But i am not gonna give up.. I failed a.maths ca1, i must do beta in the upcoming MYE... Come on ppl.. Support miie huh???.. Hhahha.. Shall end here today.. Goin to continued doin those maths...
~ Headache ~
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Came across this show and made mie realised quite alot.
Its not easy to keep childhood memories but yet they are so precious..
Dun regret only after when things cnt be undone..
Do wateva u wan for the ones u tink are impt to u even though it may cost u infinity..
Always treasure wad u have...
Have the courage to speak out instead of leaving off with sadness, regrets or even uneasiness..
Spent ur time with all ur might happily and carefree..
Sometimes, life is just so unpredictable.. Who noes wad will change or happen at the very day, hours, minutes, seconds, or even just a blink of ur eyes..
All sld learnt treasure and appreciate, cuz thats wad life is all about..
~ Our Fate ~
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Rained heavily today.. Feeling and atmosphere somehow was different for mie today.. Thinking of many many things which just came across my mind.. Suddenly all blank out and there they goes far far away i hope so..
Listen to the falling sounds of raindrops and the loud thunder striking.. The feel of coldness and darkness.. This somehow leads to peaceful yet horrible feelin...
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
The fers time when we met
The fers time when we come out with this name
The fers time when we spoke
The fers time when we started out
The fers time when we get tgt
The fers time when we joke
The fers time when we had fun
The fers time when we worked tgt
The fers time when we come up with ideas tgt
The fers time when we get crazy tgt
The fers time when we speak up for each other
The fers time when we looked stunned at each other
The fers time when we started a small quarrel
The fers time when we break into two grps
The fers time when we counld not face each other
The fers time when we felt awkward towards each other
The fers time when we had no topic
The fers time when we salvage it
The fers time when we started to be random
The fers time when we cover up for each other
The fers time when we hug tgt
The fers time when we went out tgt
The fers time when we celebrate occasions tgt
The fers time when we slack out long and late
The fers fers fers fers timeeee...
Somehow as the years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes and seconds went past, we all changed..
I dun noe how, i dun noe why.. Maybe we are just too caring for each other where it comes to an extend of sensitiveness and unawareness.. We trust each other just too much which leads to the overline where we are defensive of our surrounding.. Yes, we understand wads all goin on around, but we are individually unable to overcome it. But no matter wad comes in the unpredicted future, i hope that nth will affect our years of hard bonding relationship.
Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the teras fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other becoause no matter where this crazy world
takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
Hey gals.. Have i somehow hurt u guys? I am very sryyy for that.. I noe i had promised to make our r/s stay close as still. I have been doin so, maybe it is still not enuf and not seen obvious. But srsly, i think as compared to few months ago, its much more beta.. Maybe true, i lack communication with u, but i still try to stay bonded. Sometimes it is really so confusing.. I noe wad u guys are thinking, but yet i dun noe how to react. Then now, i dun noe wad u guys are thinking bout, but i feel lyk doing sth which i dun noe wad to do also.. I noe salvage.. Salvage is not a simple word.. Salvaging may seems to be very easy as long as i put in the effort.. True enuf, maybe i had not be trying hard enuf, but just take things as wad it is as long as they dun go haywire as yet.. Its not becuz i dun wan to.. Is just that, i am scared once i am very very close to ur guys, later suddenly when i changed, wrong ideas come again.. I am also scared that if i tried to do too much, things might go wrong..
But wateva it is.. I promised u guys that ur are always in my heart.. Maybe we are being too sensitive here, or maybe is i am too slack with this.. But i hope that we will nvr ever get tis haywire no matter how harsh the predicted future will be..
~Sadden~
Monday, April 12, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Hey guys.. Back from the 6 days 5 nites camp finally.. =) Will update more in the next few daes..
Friday, April 09, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Hey ppls.. I will not be updating this blog for this whole week, cuz i am goin for camp.. Will update it soon after Friday when i return kays.. Dun miss my post, BUT MISS MIIE...Muahahaha.. =)
Saturday, April 03, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Today morning went Sunplaza.. Changed phone as well as number.. After that, went to grandfather's graveyerd for 'qing ming jie'.. Waas raining that time so.. yeah, abit troublesome.. But we all still managed to erm.. Pay respect with the help of umbrellas lo.. Finished le, went aunt's house for dinner.. Had steamboat.. Din really eat, cuz somehow dun have the appetite.. Reached home bout 9 plus and started to pack the stuff needed for sec 2 camp cuz tmr still nid go back sch for meeting.. I also dun noe y, so.. suan le, just go lo..
Kays, i shall stop here today, cuz i am srsly very tired to think le.. My head not pain le, but i dun noe y my mind is just whirling aroound in my head..
Nites peekers and hope ur have a gd time..
Friday, April 02, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Had not been updating regularly this few daes cuz was busy with cca, tuition, homework and exams.. Today is the last day of the week before experiencial week arrived.. Nth much happened this few daes, just that ytd trg, i sprained my ankle once again.. Aww.. That's so sad lo.. Went to see chinese doc, bandage and took some medicine. Din attend PE lesson today cuz i cnt even run also.. But i can see that Ms Toh not very happy bout it =( Sry for that lo...
Erm kays.. Mt class.. Ms Sun very lameee.. Cuz she April Fool us with saying.. Obama had Heart Attack.. Wth.. In the fers place lyk we will believe lyk that?!
Today really nth much just that.. OMG.. I gonna flunk my A.Maths once again le!!! =(
After sch, stayed back in sch for councillor nite duty wif helping out the sec 2 meet the parents session nite lo.. Everything still okay, was fun with their jokes and April Fool, pranking the others... Suddenly, my head damn damn pain leh.. Its lyk bursting anytime.. I dun noe wad happen also, but i din consumed panadol also, cuz i today whole day din eat, cuz no mood, plus i again, whole day empty stomach eat the chinese medicine lo..
So damn uncomfortable.. Feel lyk putting one granite inside my head and let it just burst once and for all!!
Today is April Fools' Day, wish all of u a Happy April Fools' Day. Tmr is gd Fri and over here, i hope that all of u will enjoy the holiday...Tmr gonna 'qing ming' at my grandma's house...
Aml is now very weak... I dread medicine!!!
Thursday, April 01, 2010
