Monday, March 29, 2010
Today, nth much happen.. Fers period was Mt.. Yeah, Ms Sun got angry again today, cuz many ppl din hand in their work.. Haiyo.. sometimes dun understand those ppl lo.. Homework she gave is srsly not that difficult and there's such a long deadline, but then.. Haizz... Suan Le Suan Le.. haha..
Anyway, today DnT period.. Hhaha.. Thx Patrick and Shui Yuan for helping miie with the nailing and sanding.. Kay larh, i noe i EPIC fail, cuz i i keep cutting myself..-.- Hhehhe.. I can do it beta de.. Trust miie =)
After sch, went home, bathe, changed and played piano awhile, then leave for Sports Hall.. Was drizzling, but haha.. I enjoyed myself under the rain i dun noe y.. Reached Sports Hall half wet... Cuz i was still early, so i went to dry myself up fers lo.. hhhaha.. Trg wad normal but today yeah,... More of relax.. Was trg dropping and lifting, suddenly, Shi Hui's and Teresa's shutter flew over to my court and Ru Qin hit back mine shutter.. To make thing sound simpler.. It practically means that there are two shutter flying in my direction at one time.. So.. Yeah, trying to defend, i twisted my arm and my racket fell onto the floor.. Argh.. So pain.. But most sad is.. Hhahha.. Coach dun let mie train le..Hhaha.. He still joke sae not only my ankle is fake de, my shoulder also fake de lo.. Always anyhow here sprained, there twist.. lol.. Hhehe.. Kays larh, at least he still cared bout miie.. =)
6.30, trg ended.. Chat bout cca camp thingy and soon went home..Walk wif coach and yeah.. Hhaha.. Along the way our topic is lyk so damn GUAI LAN lo.. haha.. He took train, and i continued to walk home... Was raining even heavier le that time, so coach ask if i have umbrella.. I sae i have inside my bag.. Then suddenly he pushed miie into the shelter lo.. I was lyk.. Aiyo, is i dio raindrops also not u.. HHhaah.. Then before i leave, he sae this .. If i wed nvr go for trg is cuz i sick, he will ' Xiu Li' miie on the next trg.. Lol.. I find that lamee..
Raindrops are fallin..
Fallin onto my shoulder..
~Pain~
Monday, March 29, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Ytd parents already not at home, but was home late, so.. haha.. No difference also.. Chat and use com til 4 before i went to slp.. Was so shiok anyway, just that.. haha.. I din earth hour, cuz my lamp spoil, so i on the lights in my room throughout the whole nite.. muahhaah...
Today woke up bout 8 plus.. Bro as well, then after that he went for tuition and i was left at home.. Watch Doraemon.. haha.. So cute.. Soon, getting soooo soooo bored le, but dun noe do wad, so i started working on homework lo.. 1 plus bro came home.. But went out again to Pasir Ris and meet fren.. Haizzz... Miie at home ONCE AGAIN!!!! Nvr mind.. Suan le.. Watch tv, play piano, and just let myself rust... I dun noe wad i did, so yeah.. There goes my afternoon.. My parents was supposed to be back in the afternoon de lo, but they reach home lyk only 6 plus.. Wth lo.. AND THEY WENT OUT FOR DINNER AGAIN!!! I din tagged along, cuz i dun wan.. Anyway, dun make much existence also..
Now for once.. I felt at home.. A home with just miie and myself.. No other ppl.. It's peaceful? It's scary? It's so damn bored? I dun noe i dun care... With or without ppl also no communication.. I rather this is just miie.. MY OWN LIFE...
ARGHHHH.. Currently feelin soooo soooo soooo... Mixture of feelings.. I have a headache.. Its soo painful.. It hurts alot... But my heart hurt most.. MY HEART HURTS.. IT HURTS.. IT FEEL... ~OUCH~
Doesn't belong to miie!!!
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Today went to help out in our sch's WRSS public performance at Republic Poly.. Hmms, din get to watch some part, but almost all.. It was so grand though, but yeah, there were some ppl who dun understand the meaning between club and concert, which made us so Pai Sey lo.. Hhhaha.. Anyway.. Wow!!! The performers did a very very gd job though.. Nice one and gd job to u guys for making this concert so worth it and alive.. Omg, Mr Jack, Mr Siva and Mr Roy sang the song ' We Are The World '.. They sang it well too.. haha.. I had a great day today as well..
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Uh.. so many many things happen these few daes... My world are getting so dark? So black? So dull? So busy? So hopeless? So helpless? So scary? Omg.. They are lyk nightmares... No no no.. Cnt happen in this way.. NO.. My mind is switch off now.. Its so late at nite le.. I dun wan to on it.. Hmms.. (
Wad am i talking.. There so no sense.. )
Uh Oh.. I'm talking to myself...
Today trg.. Haizz.. Am i tired? I am, I am not... (
Wads now again )
Tmr school's anniversary, performance at RP.. Gonna be there by 5.30 cuz gt councillor duty.. Aiyoyo, dun wan talk bout all this le.. (
No link larh )
Anyway.. all the best and gd luck to the performers who are performing tmr.. Jia you barhs..
Friday, March 26, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Miss my post? Or rather miss miie.. Hhahha.. I am finally posting again after two days of not using com.. Hhhahhha.. Was busy these few daes with tests and works and tuition.. Today had Eng and Mt test.. Tmr i gonna have Physics test.. Gd luck to miie.. Hmmss.. Nth much le and i wanna go revise.. Cya peekers =)
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Morning went to sch for the sec2 camp planning meeting.. Yeah, my role during the camp is to be a FACILITATOR... Muhahha.. K lo, noe le jiu lyk that lo.
Lesson as usual, though lesson seems to be very light today, but the time went very slowly.. Still.. haha.. I din feel tired larh anyway =) And GABRIEL DIN SLP TODAY!!!! NOT AT ALL!!! Hhahaha..
Mother tongue lesson.. Hmms.. Sort of different atmosphere today. We had to hand in Chinese wkbk, if not ALL have to do one 'gong han' and one 'si han'. Everybody managed to hand in except for one, and yeah.. Still can quarrel with Ms Sun and lyk said vulgaritues larh.. Duhh.. Obviously Ms Sun not hapi larh, but she is one of the most typical, weirdest cher i ever noe.. Is lyk a while later, she sae sae sae, sae so much le, ask Yuen Wvei see her after sch, then she continued lesson in a very normal way lyk nth ever happened.. Finee.. She horh.. Aiyo.. Dun have comment sia..
After sch, stayed back til 4 wif Xin Yi, cuz she haven finished Geography.. Nth much except.. Hhaah.. Xin Yi more Guai Lan le and Chen Lin very funny!!! He keep talking and talking and talking, and i keep shutting him up and up and up, then Xin Yi keep poking him and poking and poking and he was lyk moving away and away and away but he still continued to talk and talk and talk!!!
Went home wif Xin Yi around 4 and yeah.. There goes my day~
Trg tmr.. Tuition tmr..
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
I'M NOT INFERIOR COMPARED 2 U,
BUT NEITHER AM I
SUPERIOR IN ANY WAY.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Yes, no matter wad happen i noe u will still be wif mie. Things nay change no doubt, but i trust that our r/s will still remain on. Yes, i still love u and i still miss u.. Although things may changed alot, but i promised u that nth can affect us =)
To: ~worms that go into ur heart~
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Morning went back to sch for sec2 camp planning's meeting. Was quite high with Ling Yi they all cuz they were SNSD-ing.. Hhhah.. After that, meeting started and my grp were dismissed earlier, so miie and Mandy went off fers lo. Was totally drench in the rain cuz we both nvr bring umbrella.. I wad enjoying the rain larh anyway, hope Mandy also enjoy it.. Muahaha.. Sounds so weird i noe..
After that, i went CWP do work with Xin Yi and fren.. Was quite fun larh.. hahha.. Soon, at 3 plus, i went for tuition at Adm.. Wth, i whole day from morning 7 plus leave home til nite 6 plus then go home lo.. Hhahha. Reached home, bathe le and went out for 'DU JING BAN'..Wow, i srsly very busy today, but i have gt no feelin at all.. Nvr mind..
Hhaha.. Two more daes and sch is re-opening.. I left SS and English Newspaper reading assignment.. Hope u ppl finished off ur work soon as well.. Jia you barhs kays...
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
Today morning went out and do homework.. Completed Half Geog and Did A.maths.. Omg, i srsly cnt do A.maths leh... I DEAD LE LARH IF THINGS CONTINUED LYK THAT.. I gt tuition sia, But then i still CMI for this particular sub... No no no.. I am gonna work hard.. I nid to improve on this.. Enuf of this le larh..
After that, went slack slack then go home.. Continued A.maths, but still failed.. I only did 5 Parts not 5 Qns.. -.-
Hmms.. Tmr councillor meeting in sch at 8.. Srsly, i dun noe we go back for wad sia.. Presentation to Max and Sheela.. Wth do we nid to present.. How we run? How fast we can run? How we do duty? How we guard the toilet?.. Hhaha.. This so ridiculous.. But its okay, cuz ppl in Operation Team are so lovely and nicee.. Tmr go back see their face also shuang.. Muahhaha..
Friday, March 19, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Went out early in the morning and meet frens at Causeway.. Bought some snacks, slack and chat while waiting for the very 'EARLY' Shui Yuan.. Hahah.. Took bus to destiny bout 12 plus and reach there bout 1 plus i think.. Ate and check in with the help of Joelyn' sis.. Thats' so niceee of her... Stayed in the room for bout 1 hr, cuz it was raining and we cnt do anything also.. Later, most of them went swimming and some went for cycling.. Miie and Isabel slack there lo.. Hhahah Seems to be a waste of time i noe. 6 plus, Went back to chalet, rest and go out for dinner.. Come back and did watever we wan.. Hhaha.. Yesh, i had a great great time here lo, cuz we are srsly very bonded during this period though Matthio they all very..... Lameeee and DOIN NO LINK THINGS .. And Shui Yuan is so damn HORNY.. Muahahah... 8 plus went out for night walk.. Very very fun cuz we chat while walking and some ~cold jokes~.. Went back with Matthio and Zi En to chalet, cuz Zi En's dad came to fetched her and mine sooner or later also.. Played cards, chat and jokes and do some lameee things wif Shi Jing, Isabel, Bee Chan and Matthio while waiting for my parents lo.. Thx Matthio anyway for helping mie find my way to find my parents.. Hhahha -.-
Anyway, Yeah, starting of the class outing, i srsly think that i have wasted my time lo, and that i sld stayed at home and do homework.. Maybe till now, i still have this little feeling, but then, i dun regret le.. I think i had bonded wif them more and that i sure had a great time there after 6 plus.. Hhehehe...
PS: I'm goin to chiong my homework le.. Jia yous barh to the rest also..
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Hmms, today stayed at home whole day and completed mt and english tys lo.. Feelin sickish in the afternnon suddenly but i am well le.. No cough no sorethroat le.. hahha.. Means, no more MEDICINE!!! Heheh..
Went for tuition.. Brought my finished homework there, and all were taken away by ELROY!!! Lol.. Then, he nvr bring his geog for miie lo.. Suan le suan le.. ELROY WIN LE TIS TIME.. During tuition, ganna hit by Sonia dun noe hw many times.. I drink water, she move here move there, then hit my mouth, Sit chair dun wan sit properly, then step my feet, Write dun wan write properly, go play table and injured my hand.. Haha.. The funniest one, I did sth very syncronised wif her, so we hi-5.. Lol she too high le, then wth, she poked my eyes -.-
Tuition ended finally, went to wear shoe, then she hamtam my face cuz i was behind her and she fell backwards.... Lol.. Anyway, i enjoyed myself during tuition wif such nice classmates especially Elroy and Sonia and of course the teacher who always dun wan us to call her 'cher'.. Hhahah.. She's so nice and sweet and funny..
Tmr class outing.. I am feelin so ironic now.. But.. Haizz.. Nvr mind.. No one understand and pls, dun understand also larh..
PS: Hhaha.. UR LIFE IS IN MY HANDS!!! I'M GONNA CONSTRUCT ONE COFFIN.. THATS LAMEEE.... LOL..
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Don’t ever give up when u r down,
it doesn’t matter if u fall many times,
just remember that each time u fall,
i’ll never let u reach the ground,
trust me, i will always be around.
Tragedy, sadness, loneliness and despair taught me that life is really a beautiful thing; if it wasn't I wouldn't be able to recognize that anything was wrong
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Went out for movie today.. Watch Kaiji and i learnt alot srsly.. We are not loser and we are not failure.. Ultimately, we are the winner if we dare to take the challenge.. =)
But through this process, there's lots of death and sarcrifices... =(
I'm goin to work hard and break through the challenges..
Jia You Aml~
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
This few daes quite alot of things happened.. Sometimes i really feel and thinks that frens are just wad i nid.. Now sch holidaes.. My whole mood drop.. I feel so low...
Anyway.. yeah.. here's a few luv and thxs to those who really treated mie well and was always by my side when things are not right for miie..
Luvs and Thx:
- MLEX
- LCK
- Badminton Gals
- Nicholas
- Max
- Hui Min
- Ming Jie
- Xin Ye
- Elroy
- Jie Sheng
- Christopher
- Jeremy Chin
- Timothy
- Joel
- Ian
- Shao Qiang
- Counillor frens
- Jeremy(sec 5)
Thx ppl thx alot.. Ur really made my day shine in sch.. Cheer miie up when i am sad, Spend time with mie, Entertained miie when i'm bored, Playing pranks on miie (sounds wrong), give miie attention and even noticing miie.. Realised there's sth wrong wif miie and tried to understand and help.. Lastly.. Wanna sae sry for neglecting ur care and concern sometimes.. But.. Really really really thx for all..
With luv ~Aml~
Regrets in life dun make happiness
Monday, March 15, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I HATE TODAY
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE ALL
ITS SO MEANINGLESS
All was fine today..
10 plus, house problems
Bro and sis argued.. ( wad normal )
Bro and sis fight.. ( involved mum )
Bro and mum quarrelled
Bro throw tantrum on sis
Sis played, hurt her leg, cried
Mum throw the ball away
Sis continued to be annoying
Cry and cry and cry and cry
Somemore beside miie
I was doin work
I AM NOT PLAYING KAY!!!
Cry and cry and cry and cry is all she noe
Is was lyk damn irritationg k, cuz she is just trying to get attention
AND I AM BUSY I TELL U!!!! I AM
MUM unhappy bout my attitude towards sis
WTF WTF WTF WTF ( I noe i am vulgar, sry, for once onli i promised )
And she said she purposely ignored, cuz she wan to see waTs my reaction towards sis
LYK I HAVE TIME?!?!?!
Scolded bro also..
Start all those stuff..
Studies, Attitude, etc..
And she cried!!!
BITCH BASTARD ASSHOLE IDIOT
It now boils miie le
I TELL U NOW
I DUN HATE MY SIS I CAN SAE
BUT I DUN LYK HER ANYMORE
TO MIIE AS FOR NOW
SHE IS JUST ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE THINGS WORST
I DUN TALK MUCH TO MY BRO, SO DUN MAKE ANY
DIFF
I TELL U
I WILL NOT COMMUNICATE WUTH ANYONE IN THE HOUSE NOW!!!
I DUN CARE
I DUN GIVE A DAMN
SCOLD AND SCREAM FOR ALL THEY ONE
I AM NOT BEING REBELLIOUS
I AM NOT BE DIFFICULT
WORST, DUN MAKE MIIE UR DAUGHTER
I AM NOT HERE TO MAKE U SAD
BUT SINCE ITS FATE THAT LET US MEET
I BEAR AND SO U BEAR!!!!!
I LUV UR BUT I HATE UR
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Yoho.. Hey hey peekers.. Her's a change of my blog.. May look very weird i noe.. HHahha.. But i really took a very long time to figure out this lo, cuz i not that experience in this.. Thx eml anyway for the cbox code.. haha.. Gonna start doin holiday homework le.. Cya..
Enjoy ur holidays~
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Hmms.. Early in the morning very bad stomach ache.. Recess, was feelin bit beta.. Today, Canteen sell chocolate, but i am lyk so isolated from that place lo.. hahaha... Mt test.. Wt sia.. Ms Sun eat away 5 mins, resulting in miie not finishing a complete compo.. Arhhhhh... Suan le suan le.. Ji ren zi you tian xia.. Haizzz...
After sch, had Narfa 5 stations.. Hmms.. Did quite okay lo.. All A except for standing board jump.. haha.. Of course larh, cuz i also not kangaroo or frog... Lameeeee...
Feel very hapy today, dun noe y.. haha.. I did everything including homework with smiles and patience.. Wowwwww.....
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
It was raining whole day today lo.. Morning rain so heavy, until afternoon le, still dun wan stop.. Hhaha.. But din affect miie also, instead.. yeah.. It was a very cooling day..
Took back Geography paper.. Yay.. Though was not really very well, but i still get a A2.. Hhahaa..
Trg today Did normal stuff, but more relaxing.. Yes, it was NOT TIRING AT ALL.. Coach today.. Erm.. hehe.. He very funny lo.. Played wif paper aeroplane, but the wind blow it back to his position and hit his head.. Muahahha...
Oh no.. Tmr mt test.. Tmr Narfa 5 stations.. ahha.. Jia yous Jia yous!!!!
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Went to sch early for the sec2 camp planning meeting.. Yes, i was very hyper.. But Mr Jack.. walao.. he come in, he very noisy lo.. I dun feel entertained at all but rather, i think he was annoying.. haha.. Sry lo.. After that, duty as usual, lesson as usual..Gabriel din come sch today, so i felt very empty though gt him also no difference lah.. Hhahah.. E.maths lesson, i went over, changed place and sit beside Jie Sheng, cuz Illya nvr come also.. Was fun lah duh?.. Hhaha.. Then chem lesson, cuz i nvr Mrs Welen was here, so i din changed place, but Jie Sheng went to teh front and beside miie.. Hhahha.. He very gl lo.. Keep ms hu here ms hu there...Aml this Aml that.. haha.. But anyway, it was quite a great day for miie today.. Mt class.. Yeah.. Thx Ming jie, Meng Yang, Leon and Jerome for making miie enjoy mt lesson.. Day ended just lyk this lo.. After sch, stayed back a while to complete eng grp work.. I din really do anything lo, cuz Han Ling and Leon was there also, then i cnt concentrate, i played cards with them~Secretly lah~ Went home bout 2 plus..Ps:
Nicholas and Shui Yuan.. Rest well.. Dun get sick larh.. Three more daes jiu holidays le.. Ps: Upcoming tests - Sc(Chem), Mt and E.maths.. Jia yous to all..
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
Not much things happen today.. Went to sch as usual.. Gone crazy with Wai Xiong.. Yes!! He made my day though i was a bit blur with those horny thingy which i understand also and he dun wan tell miie !!!??? Nvr mind.. Started doin duty.. Went back to class, everything very normal, just that.. I dun noe y i today DAMN DAMN DAMN HYPER- when i slept at 2 plus yesterday and wake up at 5 in the morning.. -.- Hhaha.. Its okay.. After sch, went for trg.. No comments lo, cuz aiya.. each trg also full of surprises de.. But, today coach.. We doin sit-ups, he step on my hair!!!! A few strands came off and he was still laughing lo.. Wth!!! Coach u win liao!!! I rmb u!!!! Hhhaha.. But coach was nice anyway.. ~ changed face changed face~ Muahahhahahaha.. Aml love it!!! Many many many books today.. Walk home from Woodlands Sports hall.. Took bout 15 minutes plus, but along the way, i felt as if i had walked for 1 hr le!!! My hand is freaking aching, and they are lyk shaking lo.. Haizzz.. Nvr mind.. Ps: Aml luv Hui Min from 3E1 ME+WE!!! U are mine!!!.. Hhahah.. =)
Monday, March 08, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Piles and piles of homework.. Lines and lines of activites... No time for homework and revision le!!!
Sat morning til 12.. Went back to sch for planning of sec2 camp's meeting.. After that, went home did some work and time passed very quickly.. 4 to 6, had tuition.. After that went home, continued homework again.. But still din finished!!!
Sun morning til 6.. Bro and mum's belated b'dae party.. So, din do anything at all!!! I am now rushing through the work.. Haizz.. Chem and e,maths and mt test are coming up.. I hate GONG HAN!!! I dun understand and i dun noe how to rite..
PS: Spent hours just doing one chinese gong han.....
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
My mirror broke today.. I cut my hands and accidentally, the glass went into my leg.. It may be a bad thing for miie barh.. Nvr mind, din get hurt much anyway.. Looking at it, i saw disfigured figures inside.. Had a sudden tought of weird things..Life is just a gameWhere sometimes is just shatteredLyk this piece of glassOnce broken,u cnt fix it back..And from there,wad u can see is just memoriesDisfigured figures just lyk a crack of memoriesAll broken and gone once and for all... Human identity is the most fragile thing that we have,
and it's often only found in moments of truth.
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Sudden realised of such unrealistic factors that caused great impact... Anyway.. yeah.. Always gd in saying others, makes them feel better, but i had nvr once confide to them...
The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with,
never saying a word,
and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.
Friday, March 05, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Sometimes u have to lose ur mind
To Find FREEDOM....PS:These few daes din update cuz internet connection had some problems.. haha.. Sry for that.. Hmms.. Many things happen these few daes, i dun noe wad, i dun noe y, i dun noe how.. I cnt rmb anything le.. Dun talk bout all these... Life stuff is always very bored.. Lets just live a life freedomly
Thursday, March 04, 2010