Monday, January 11, 2010
Life is just so interesting i noe
But then again,
They can be just as stressful
Frightening, scary and unpredictable.
Many things are just beyond my control
U can sae is naive
But i dun see wad's there to compete for
You are just u
Aren't u?
This is not the correct place
for i dun feel i am part of it
and i dun feel secure in
I just wan to be a simple miie
Where i dun feel threatening bout my
OWN POSITION
I dun wan conflict
I dun wan arguments
So sry will just be the word
I use to sounds as if i am wrong
But if things can be solve with this one word
Why not i be the wan to sacrifice?
I dun wan secret between myself
I dun wan anything!!
For they are just problem to miie
I just wan to be simple
Where i dun nid to think so much
For who i am
It really takes to kill thousands braincells
Just to think of tackling some lame
childish, nonsense and un-comparable problems..
A cheerful and innocent life without any needs
To think for myself is just wad i wan
Is human really that scary
That we even have to defend for ourselves?
Are there someone who can just
Take care of this problems for miie
No
And i dun think there's such person existing
For every one is just being protectful for themselves
Many things i wan to sae
But it just cnt be said out
For one simple word being wrongly used
Will caused to be accused of
Back- stabbing
Which is one of a typical character
Am i?
Sld i?
Will i ever do so?
Yes?
No?
Accidentally without any intention?
Purposely for own desire?
I dun noe
U noe?
No one noes
Wad will happen?
I dun wan to be such a person
And the only thing is just to
Bottled it up
And i have a fren to confide in
Which makes be feel as least a bit beta
This fren of mine will just be an imagination fren
Who will nvr betray miie OR
Leave miie alone BUT instead
Will share all things with miie and
Disappear just suddenly
And
Return back again when i nid 'IT'
There's also sth which cnt be just rejected so easily
Hope to help
But there is just some
Reasons and problem which makes miie cnt do so
But i wan to help
And i dun noe how to reject
So
The thing i will do
Is to just help
And leace the problem i have to myself
After helping
Maybe these will make u feel gd
But am i?
Am i okay with it?
Will i be okay with it?
Gosh..
And again?
I dun noe
For u makes miie a
No feeling creatures
Who just accede to everything u sae
But surprisingly
I feel glad and happy with
Just ur one word of thx
Anyway
Maybe this is wad i owe u
And is shall be a pay-back time
I will remain as a
No-feeling ' Creature '
Do wad it will to make u smile
Happy, Glad and finally
Leads to Success
For i shall just remain is this unknown
Name and world for myself..
Monday, January 11, 2010
