Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Todays' match was very very stressful and the atmosphere was very tense for miie.. I was playing as the second Doubles which practically means the fate of winning or losing lies on miie and my partner.. I am scared and nervous.. I noe i cnt feel this way.. Coach sae NO!! I sae NO!!! Tried to calm down.. Yes i was successful, But that doesn't last long.. I am still nervous and stress!!! Anyway, the match wad very very very tense but the outcome was i LOSE.. Totally sry to the grp.. U all pin ALL hopes on miie and partner, but yet i disappointed u all.. Sry sry.. But i can feel that u all are very supportive and will still support miie.. And thx Jeremy.. I get it.. Sportsperson MUST have SPORTSMANSHIP... I cnt cry.. I cnt!! I MUST stand up and do beta.. I promised i will play beta if i am given a chance.. I promised to be beta.. In mentality maybe~?! Anyway, watever it is.. Sry for today although i seriously noe that u all dun blame miie, but i just feel guilty and down.. But still, thx ALL for encouraging and supporting miie all the way..
Ps: Gd job c Division Gals!!! Keep up the gd job!!!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
